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oh, this is good [Feb. 27th, 2010|04:06 pm]
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So since I’m moving and my parents are moving, it is time to attack the disaster that is my room .

I’ve emptied my vanity, and meehhhh most of my bookshelves. Lots of books left. I’ve got a shelf dedicated to Korea, though. For example, a couple books that I read every year (Into the Wild, Catcher in the Rye, etc), school work, pictures, electronic stuff. :D

I’ve got a tub of things that will be going into storage in May or whenever the rents get a storage unit.

And I also started cleaning my closet out. This is going to be a tough one, though. I got rid of stuff that doesn’t fit me anymore, aka size 16s and stuff. I looked at a couple shoes, and I was like hmm birkenstocks? I don’t wear them, but they’re sooo comfy, NOT getting rid of them. Haha, I’m gonna need help with that.

Good finds include 40$ from a graduation card from June! Haha. YESSS. ALSO! Dresses that I couldn’t fit into since sophomore year of college. Oh hayyy, I can fit now! YAYAYAY! I LOVE DRESSES!!! Today is beautiful, I would love to wear one today! I have soooo many. I can’t wait! :D

Anywhos, must go shower for dinner dateeee. Peaces.
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(no subject) [Feb. 10th, 2010|04:14 pm]
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I do love him. I think I always will love him in some way. Most likely not the way I used to love him.

Right now, though, I”m so fucking fed up with it all. I’m fed up with feeling like this and so fucking fed up with just sitting minding my own damn business and he creeps into my thoughts as if he was invited. Fuck that. Fuck it. I’m so tired of it. I’m getting so frustrated and, just, gahhh with it. I need to stop, but how do I stop? I don’t think about him all the time, thank goodness, but still. It’s enough to drive any sane person crazy.

Jordan says I just need to find someone new. Maybe that is what I need. A new crush. Crushes are fun. I think I’ll try that. Then there’s part of me that’s like “Crush on him again” No, I can’t. He doesn’t like me, doesn’t want me there is no chance whatsoever, why should I torture myself with that again? I shouldn’t. Therefore, I won’t. I need to, like, force this frustration and anger onto something else, turn it into something productive. I need to.
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(no subject) [Jan. 13th, 2010|05:53 pm]
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i'm not as happy as i probably could be. i think it has a lot to do with my own insecurities. well, fuck that. it does have a lot to do with that. fuck.
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(no subject) [Dec. 1st, 2009|06:42 am]
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I don't really know what to write in here. I've got a new blog on tumblr. It's pretty sweet. I've got, like, 7 followers. It's slow, but I like it. Keeps me busy when I'm bored.
Things with Michael are going really well. I've never felt this way about anyone and, like, "I love you" isn't enough. I can't even think of anything else to say to him to be like this is how I feel, so I'm stuck with those words, which sucks, but he knows he's got me and that should be enough. We've got ourselves many many options so the chances of us staying together are greatly increased. So, overseas does not really scare us at all anymore, which is fabulous. I went up to Michigan to meet his people. They are all really really cool. I like them a lot and supposedly they like me! Yay.
I'm really happy I have Michael, but it sucks cos I feel like I've lost another friend. We never talk anymore or anything. Oh well, people change, right??
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2009|11:18 pm]
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he still loves me and misses me.  wants me back.  wants me to forgive him.  i told him that i've always been his, but i can't completely forgive him right away.  that i need time. 
love makes you do silly things sometimes.
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(no subject) [Nov. 1st, 2009|08:22 am]
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apparently, i'm too difficult to love. 
there's gotta be some sort of compromise that can be met.  but i feel like he's already given up.
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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2009|06:32 am]
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gucci mane//wasted

i love this song.  i love listening to it and bouncing around.  hah.


so my birthday was yesterday!  and i got exactly what i wanted!  yayyyy.  so i subbed and then hung out with michael <3 then went out to eat at the cheesecake factory.  i've never been there!  it was sooo good.  and i absolutely loved the atmosphere.  you should definitely check it out.  anywhos, got home and opened my present!  and (rando) the lucey brothers stopped by.  very sweet, but i haven't seen/talked to either of them in a very long time (it may or may not have been on purpose:/)

anywhos, good day.  love love love!

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(no subject) [Oct. 21st, 2009|06:17 am]
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22!
 
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(no subject) [Oct. 20th, 2009|06:45 am]
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but i know one thing, that i love you [Oct. 20th, 2009|06:36 am]
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[Current Music |michael franti & spearhead//say hey (i love you)]

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